and already I want to quit orchestra. I feel like it’s inconvenient, uncomfortable, and just not what I miss. I was a jaded senior in high school and I don’t miss last year at all. It’s in the way of me trying new things and growing as a person. I feel like I’m missing out on so much, and orchestra just isn’t getting me anywhere anymore.
I really miss the joy that I had in playing. It’s kind of disappointing that I don’t care anymore.